Why Do I Experience Negative Energies When I Stop Praying?
I’m a 24-year-old girl who has experienced a few paranormal events throughout the years. The first experience I can still remember to this day happened when I was 3/4 years old. I was sleeping with my mother and sisters in the family bed whilst my father was away when I saw 3 angels on a white horse walking up and down the bedroom. That was the only time I ever saw anything good. As I grew older, I swayed away from God, asking too many questions, doubting too much, pointing out a lot of hypocrisy in Religion. I rebelled. At the age of 21 till before I hit 23 I would have almost daily visits from at times numerous evil beings, some of which would attack and paralyze me to the point where I refused to sleep at night because I was too scared.
I visited a priest who explained to me that when I stopped praying, all my protection had been taken away thus being vulnerable to these attacks at night. So I started praying and it stopped not long after, I was happy again. However, these attacks have slowly started again (yes, I have stopped praying), not as severe as they once were, but non-the less. The most recent was last week. I know what I have to do to stop these attacks, I believe in God, I believe in Lucifer, however, if God loved me enough to show me angels at such a young age why is he willingly allowing these attacks on me the moment I stop praying to him? That to me, is just a cry for attention on his behalf. Doesn’t he teach us not to be selfish? I don’t want to pray to a God that can inflict so much fear and pain to someone who does not obey Him.
Not being catholic, I can only explain what is happening from my experience as an empath and an Angel Lady.
You are an empath. You are very sensitive to the energies around you. When you are with people who are happy, you are happy. When you are with people who are angry, you are angry. At first you feel the energy, but because you don’t know how to make the separation between your energy and theirs … you begin to own it, and become angry or sad, happy or scared. Super sensitives can feel changes in the Earth, and the energy of the masses. Here is a video on empaths.
It is very important for empaths to clean their energy fields regularly or energy/entities attach. We are sponges. If the sponges are not rinsed, yuk. I have a video to show you how.
Next, prayer is like putting up a shield of protection. I use the white light of the Universe and the power of Archangel Michael. Whatever you have done in the past worked for you. I would continue to do that.
We are humans, given free-will. This free will gives us the option to use the protection of God, or not. He is not doing anything to you. You are. You are making choices not use the tools God has given to you in order to be safe. It is all up to you.
Your experience with the Angels at such a young age, shows me the Angels wanted to let you know they were there to keep you safe. You were an empath then, too. Because of your free-will, your Angels can not be part of your life without your permission either. Give them permission. They can help you recognize your own energy, keep it clean and hold a wonderful shield around you. Its what gets me through each day.
Many blessings to you and all you do,
Karen Borga, The Angel Lady