Dear Karen,

I’ve been feeling lost about everything around me such as family. I lost my father in 2008 from Cancer and I don’t understand why I’m still very much angry at the world. I try to be positive about things, and my anger takes over. Just last week I had a dream that I literally started growing Black Angel wings, and I was even flying with them. Please help me interpret what that means. If it has to do with all my anger inside from loosing my father? Thank you so much.I look forward to hearing from you.

– Sandee

Dear Sandee,

I do believe that you are right about the wings sprouting from anger… but really its more fear. Grieving is so hard. There is no way to say what is the “right” way. It is so hard to move on … I know when I lost my parents there was such a feeling of loss. When I didn’t think about them, I was feeling guilty. I didn’t really get angry, I choose depression instead… perhaps you have a bit of that.

What was happening to me was I lost the love that was outside of me. I thought it could never be filled again. Then came the Angels. Angels are pure love and I began to meditate daily so I could feel their love around me. I saw their signs and I knew they were with me. Fear drifted away once I had my Angels. I could smile when I felt them near. I would meditate twice a day and really feel incredible.

I was happy, finally. I don’t know when it was that it happened, but I stopped needing the extra charge for the second half of the day. I asked why, and they explained, “The love that I was feeling was not their love anymore. It was now mine.” I have not been back to that place of depression.

I learned to love myself during this journey and it now fills the space my parents left empty. I know they are with me; I receive signs all the time.

I pray that you will be able to call on the Angels’ love and feel them around you. It brings you peace and comfort. Do it often and there will be a wonderful change. This I know first hand.

Many blessing to you ~ Karen

About The Author

Angels are a major part of my life. Seven years ago, I took an "AngelSpeake" workshop offered through the local Adult Education Program. As a ACP, Angel Certified Practitioner, I teach other people how to communicate with their Angels. I receive signs from the Angels. Most come in the form of feathers. I thought I was unique with these blessings. As it turns out, there are people all over the world confirming the same signs. Blessings to you and all you do, Karen


  1. Dear Karen, I lost my husnand Glenn and my dear friend Rhett within a year and a half of eachother. I aslo lost three cats within the same time period. It’s now been 3 1/2 yrs since the passing of my sweet husband which left me a young widow with two young sons to raise. I’m trying to get back into meditation, but having difficulty letting any love in again. Do you have any suggestions fto help remove this block so I can experience the Angel’s Love firsthand again ??? Sincerely, Kat

  2. If black feathers mean transition, it was obviously time for a transition from the depression to a new place, which would no longer be depression. She was ready and grew big black wings that indicated the transition was coming and she wanted it.

  3. Thank you. I had this dream back around 2009 and 2011 lost everything now its 2017 and. I havent gained much material things but emotionally i have fully transitioned from allowing myself be abused emotionally to knowing . loving. Accepting. Who i truly am. Ive learned to give myself value!

  4. Dear Karen, sometimes i have dreams about my wings, two nights per week. One day, someone asked me if i saw my wings in my dreams and what colour were them and i said they were black. I saw them many times and i know that many people consider black wings are evil, but i don’t think they are black because they are evil. I think is something more and i don’t know how to find the answer. What do you think?

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