Hi again, I’m still confused. I talk to Angels like you said to, everyday. I feel nothing, sense nothing. I just want to know if my mummy and baby grandson are ok and happy. I lost them a few months ago, one after the other. My grandson was only 5 months old in my baby daughters tummy, the circumstances were to sad to talk about. I spoke to my mummy for the first time in 20 yrs and for the first time in my life she told me she loved me. Why wait till then to tell me? The sisters at the hospital told me if she sounded happy, she had dementia and wouldn’t have remembered our talk. She went away 4 weeks after that talk. I also lost a son 32 yrs ago after birth.
People talk about how they see there loved ones and feel them but no ones come to me. I cry myself to sleep every night. I think I have done this for 53 yrs now. I try to think positive. I live for my kids but we just seem to get bad luck all the time. We went through severe domestic violence for over 25 yrs. My partner of now stopped all that but we still struggle week to week, day to day. We help all we can, our door is open to all that are in need. We are not bad people but I feel I’m being punished for some unknown thing I’ve done all the time. Where is my light? I don’t know. Sorry for rambling on. It would take forever to tell you all. The angels don’t like me either.
With love and thanks, Sue
To begin with, your deceased loved ones are fine, more than fine … they are wonderful and want you to feel the same way to.
I would recommend two authors for you … Louise Hay, You Can Heal Your Life and Esther Hicks … Law of Attraction.
Both of these authors have youtube videos that you can start with, but getting one of their books from the library would be wonderful. These were the tools I used to learn to love myself again. I had a block that I created that kept me from connecting to the Angels. It was more about deserving … I was depressed often, had a rough Mom too. So, I worked on healing from my past and my life opened up. Really opened up! Look at me now … this can happen for you, too.
The one thing that pushed me through the pain of healing, and it is painful … was I told if I heal myself, I heal my daughter and all my ancestors who came before me. I would do anything to heal so my daughter would not know the darkness I experienced. I am certain you are the same.
It was calling on the Angels every day … meditating every day … then I began to feel love again. I could feel the Angels love around me, and see signs from them everywhere. I began to believe again … when I would feel fear, I would call them forth and I knew they were there. If I needed to, I would meditate during the day so I could get that feeling of their wings around me again. I began to feel strong. I began to accept things knowing that what was happening was for the highest good of all and I would be so happy in the end. My world changed.
I began to appreciate the song of the birds and the Angel clouds in the sky. I would stop and stare at a sunset, and say hello to everyone I met. I was happy. I still meditated daily and my creativity was just flowing out of me now. I began doing things that I loved, and that made me feel terrific. I would sing my favorite songs really, really loud and dance in the kitchen.
One day I realised that I didn’t need that second Angel energy boost during the day … and I asked them why not?
The Angels told me … the love that I was feeling now was not theirs anymore … it was mine. I loved myself.
This is the journey I pray you wish to take. I ask the Angels to be with you giving you love, comfort, strength and much will power. They are there, they have always been there. It is you who is not there, and it is time for you to come out. Do it for your daughter, but mostly do it for you.
Many blessings ~ Karen
Karen Borga is a Angel Certified Practitioner, Instructor, Speaker and Artist.
As owner of Signs of Angels, she is able to share the Angels’ message of love.