I’ve been feeling lost about everything around me such as family. I lost my father in 2008 from Cancer and I don’t understand why I’m still very much angry at the world. I try to be positive about things, and my anger takes over. Just last week I had a dream that I literally started growing Black Angel wings, and I was even flying with them. Please help me interpret what that means. If it has to do with all my anger inside from loosing my father? Thank you so much.I look forward to hearing from you.
I do believe that you are right about the wings sprouting from anger… but really its more fear. Grieving is so hard. There is no way to say what is the “right” way. It is so hard to move on … I know when I lost my parents there was such a feeling of loss. When I didn’t think about them, I was feeling guilty. I didn’t really get angry, I choose depression instead… perhaps you have a bit of that.
What was happening to me was I lost the love that was outside of me. I thought it could never be filled again. Then came the Angels. Angels are pure love and I began to meditate daily so I could feel their love around me. I saw their signs and I knew they were with me. Fear drifted away once I had my Angels. I could smile when I felt them near. I would meditate twice a day and really feel incredible.
I was happy, finally. I don’t know when it was that it happened, but I stopped needing the extra charge for the second half of the day. I asked why, and they explained, “The love that I was feeling was not their love anymore. It was now mine.” I have not been back to that place of depression.
I learned to love myself during this journey and it now fills the space my parents left empty. I know they are with me; I receive signs all the time.
I pray that you will be able to call on the Angels’ love and feel them around you. It brings you peace and comfort. Do it often and there will be a wonderful change. This I know first hand.
Many blessing to you ~ Karen